Help?

Nurul • 30.a mom. a wife. daughter, sister and a friend to the stars
I'm dpo13 today and Its my cd28 today and I'm due for af tmr. I know I should chill and not think about since my gut feeling say nah. But I just can't do this. I feeling so hopeful it will be a big fat positive. Should I take the damn test or just bloody wait? I have cramps like af on and off. Didn't do anything strenuous aside from running after my toddler. 
​I just need the damn encouragement to do the test....not?