Giving up😞😞😳😢

Im just so done with this ttc shit ..its to much of a let down for me to take any longer ..it shud take so much work and and time im only 19 and its tough trying to have a bby after my mc2013.. I love the bfp for the ladies but i can never get one my god dam self !!wen is my time wen bkus i neeed a blessing in my life but out of everything in the world thats the one thing that i can get ..fuking stupid crazy cycles sticks lube pills like uhhhh it shudnt be this fukin difficult..im sorry u guys but im just so angry and disappointed that my body isnt good enuf or watever the fuking reason is..I CANT FUKING CONCIEVE !! Not so nice huh