Please tell me I'm not the only one?

Courtnei • With the love of my life for 3 years & 8 months. ❤

Okay so for a few years now I've noticed that I act a little odd or I feel weird around kids. Like I'm a 20 year old girl and I've always wanted to be a mother and I love kids but when I have to care for them like babysitting I feel awkward. Maybe its because they aren't my kid but idk. Like holding babies is ok but after a while I'm like..ok so,what do I do with it now..? ???

I just hope maternal instincts will kick in with my own kids.