M I the unlucky person in the world?

M married since 2007 but my bad luck apart me from my husband so he went abroad n I was in my country, 2014 brings happiness to my life n I came to USA I thought now finally me n my hubby together new can expand our family so we try to consive but my bad luck again knocking my door now 2016 start I still not have baby finally I checked my health Dr said m diabetic type 2, if my suger level not in normal she can't start medicine so I can consive this all making me sad more depressed n hopeless. I don't know why God doing this all to me