Bla/feeling down

Starting to feel a little sad. Just left the dr. For my annual exam. She said my cv was super high and turned to the back, she had to get it to turn just to finish my exam.

So of course i started researching to see if a tilted uterus had anything to do with why I'm not getting pg.

It did not. I'm just feeling down right now. No answers as to why is not happening after almost 8 years and 1 mc.

I almost feel like maybe i should take my tax money and get the iui.

I'm almost 40 and no kids. It hurt soy bad right now, but I'm sure i will encourage myself and be alright. Maybe i should focus on weight loss and ignore this pregnancy thing! Ugh i just want to cry AGAIN, I'M SO OVER THIS