Over it....

Well I havnt talked with my husband about this just yet (he's sleeping) but I just want to get it off my chest. I'm done trying!! It's been close to a year and I realize I just need to concentrate on our daughter, who's 6, and quit stressing getting pregnant. I want to get back in shape and get back to school. I'm over all the stress, the crying, the hoping! I'm just over it all!! I'm making an appointment to go back in birth control so my period won't be so horrid, no more terrible cramps and bleeding like a stuck pig!! I need to get my mind and body back to normal and this experience trying to get pregnant again has just completely drained me. Good luck to all the ladies on here! I will stay a part of glow and track my period but as far as TTC I'm done!! Maybe in a few years I'll have a change of heart! Who knows!!