I need to vent..

So I'm 39 weeks and I've been in a very large amount of pain for the past 2 weeks. My back and my especially my down stairs area is where I get tons of pain. I talked to my doctor and he says its normal but he said if I'm in so much pain that I can barely lift my leg then we could talk about inducing me at my appointment today. Well all he said about induction is I have to wait until I'm 41 weeks if i make it that long which he doesn't think I will.. I can't do this for another 2 weeks if she doesn't come out on her own. I cried right in the doctors office and I still haven't stopped.. I just want to feel better and be able to do things around the house. I just want my daughter.. 💔💔