Relationship advice please hot mamas

Kerry
Me and my partner have been together for well over 3 years now, we have two children together a 2 year old and a 7 month old. My boyfriend works away, I see him every 3 sometimes 2 weeks for the weekend, he comes home Friday night and goes Sunday night, but in the Saturday most the time he will go to the local football match from 12-7 so me and the girls miss most the day with him. 
I barely get to talk o him like we text but more often than not he just won't reply till half way through the next day. He skypes the kids a lot and swears down that he loves me and dosent want to leave me but I don't know what else I can do to stop myself being miserable. Like where do I go from here I don't want to break my family up, and I love him more than anything, he's been promising for over a year that he will propose. Just am I crazy for being so miserable, is this what it's meant to be like because I feel like if we broke up it would t be any different it would just be me raising the girls on my own missing him. Which is basically what it's like now anyway. 

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