Scared...
Since I found out I was pregnant I have been scared shitless of having this baby,I don't feel any connection or maybe I don't want to feel any connection to my bump. I don't know why but maybe the Down syndrome test results which came back high and the doctors were forcing me for further testing which I refused because I just didn't want to know. I spoke to my mum about this and she reassured me that when my baby comes I would feel different which I know, cause I already have a 19 year old girl and a 2 year old boy. I am currently 27+4 days.
I am quite paranoid about the whole birthing process and scared shitless about the baby, cause I have read a lot of babies dying during the birthing process. I don't want to talk to my doctor about this cause I don't want him to think I have a mental issue. Being 39 years is not helping cause I feel the pain and aches really badly. I just feel something will go wrong. I am usually a very positive person but I don't know if it's the pregnancy hormones playing with my head.
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