Single Mom almost Due

So besides the doctors and nursing. I'm going to be the first person my baby sees I wonder if my baby will look around the room for his Father? I think this is a moment in life more precious than anything.

I think he should be here. I'm fighting my emotions he's not a good guy but I just don't know what to do. I hate that he can't man up and send money and ask how we are doing the babies gender. I'm wondering if he's even bought any clothes for the baby? I don't understand how you can just miss an incredible moment. Can you guys just pray over me and my baby.