Lost Beans.....

So this isn't an "am i pregnant" post, but more of a vent. Its been about a year since i found out i was pregnant and next month will be a year since i lost my little bean. I've been handling it well, but now I'm the only one i know without kids and it's getting harder. I feel like everywhere i turn i see babies and i cant help but wonder what my baby would be like. I just feel like i got cheated and like im never gonna have my time. Basically, i wanna know if anyone else has been here and how you got thru it.