Feel like a horrible person bc I see all these women around me and my friends getting pregnant and I want to be happy for them but deep down inside it's killing me because all I want is to be a mother. All I can think is why not me ? It's starting to really weigh on me that I haven't been able to get pregnant yet. I'm beginning to think that it's just not meant to be after TTC for two years with no success. I'm keeping my fingers crossed but it's getting hard to keep my faith 😢