5 days late bfn.

Jodi • Ttc
So I haven't had hope all month that this month was it I tested yesterday afternoon and this morning both bfn! So this is the month I just get it to god. Leave it in his hands I'm so tired of the disappointment. I figured I'd I gave it to god and don't think about it"if it happens it happens" so leaving it in his hands and hopefully soon it will happen!