Boyfriend doesn't care about my feelings :,(

I'm 14 weeks pregnant and very emotional and my boyfriend can't handle it, he says things to me like I'm gonna be stuck dealing with this until the baby's born. Or your crazy, uncontrollable, or your too much for me. I'm 20 and he's 25.I feel like I can't get upset or cry about anything in front of him. My family lives all the way in Chicago while I'm in California. Sometimes I wish I wasn't pregnant so he would see me as normal. Earlier when I was upset he told me to shut my damn mouth because I was annoying him. I don't know what to do do I not tell him when I'm upset about things :( I feel so worthless and annoying.