Rant/ bad Valentine's Day

I'm just going through a divorce and Ik I left him because he cheated on me but I'm really missing him right now and he's got a girlfriend and she is supposedly having his baby he couldn't even wait a month after I left his butt just feeling down and he can do all this stuff and he hasn't even finished our divorce yet I'm still technically married and he's buying a trailer and going all these places with money he can be using to get the divorce finalized