4th pregnancy

Im pregnant with my 4th pregnancy. Iv got a 2.5year old girl and i have had 2 miscarriages. One august last year and one November last year. Im so nervous and scared that this will end up the same. Im not that excited cos i dont want to get too attached.

Im due 26th October. Which makes me 3w6d according to me last period.

Digital blue says pregnant 1-2 weeks and the other tests show up super faint.

Got to go to the gp and get a refferal to the EPAC (early pregnancy assessment clinic) they will do early scans and my gp will monitor hcg levels. Its going to be a super stressful and hopefully not emotional 10 or so weeks until i feel safe that this pregnancy is viable.