Hope this is my time

Just need to get this off my chest...my father died 14 months ago, very suddenly, 6 weeks before my wedding. DH and I are TTC#1 and I really hope this is my time. I looked up a baby due date calculator (I'm sure not all that accurate, but I'll go with it for now) and if it is my time, my due date would be the date of my fathers anniversary.  AF is due to arrive on Friday, but here's to hoping she doesn't show her face for 9 months.