Just a small rant 😝😩

I'm just about 20 weeks. We are very excited for our first baby!!! We love each other so very much and have known each other since high school. When we decided to have a baby he agreed to move closer to my mom and said I could have the baby in my home state. So I came back to tell her and took a job to get some money saved up to help with my trip back to him and baby stuff. Well....I cut off my finger at work and had to have it reattached. So I had to quit one job and couldn't drive back plus I was on workman's comp and with the doctor appts and getting an attorney for settlements and stuff going back isn't going to happen but once. He was here last week but he's still looking for work and has to paint our house and put it on the market. I know he will be here when the baby comes I'm just so lonely. I have my mom and I'm back to working in the office only but I'm so sad and sick to death of being without him. Rant over.....just sad,😢