My husband is fine with choking, spanking, and restraints. I want more. I want him to slap me and spit on me, shove his fingers in my mouth. I want to call him daddy, but I fear he'll think it's weird. I want him to be relentless, I want a dom/sub sex life. But I've been raped, and I know he's afraid that doing some things will bring that back for me..