It still kinda hurt!

So I got a bfn this morning, it's only been 3 months of ttc I understand it can take a while so the last two months I was like eh it's ok we got next month, but this month I thought maybe I could actually be so I took a test this morning and nothing, it actually hurt and I cried, I feel kinda silly because of the short time of ttc. We did try pre seed but still nothing. I am supposed to get af Monday and I feel it coming ugh. Still baby dust to everyone trying 😀