Here we go again

I had a miscarriage on Christmas 2015 and my doctor said to wait until I had two periods to start TTC again. Just started my second AF yesterday so gearing up to start TTC this month. When I miscarried I could not wait to get to this point, but now that I am here, I feel angry. I don't want to be doing this again, I already did this, I already got thru all the stress of ovulation kits and timing everything just right and Preseed and pregnancy tests and just want to be pregnant like I was two months ago. My husband is not very supportive and I feel so alone in this process. Once I was pregnant, everyone I told was so excited, I just want to be in that stage still....just venting I guess....