Aroused boyfriend.

Ok. I just had a miscarriage not too long ago and my boyfriend saw me checking if I was ovulating. He saw that I am and now he is on me like a damn cougar on a deer! He wants me any chance we get. Rubbing up on me in the kitchen. Sexual kissing. Extremely arousing actions. I want to wait until the fall to concieve again but he.. makes me want it so bad... lol emotions are mixed between sex and conception. I refuse to use condoms so generally I don't have sex unless willing to bare the 'conciquences' lol should I just give into my urges or wait until I feel better about my miscarriage