Fears of a first time mom

My due date is around the corner howvdo you ladies do it. I'm scared I'm scared of my emotions. There's a big fear like what if I'm not strong enough to do this. How can I get a baby through my vagina and hows it going to look afterwards will it be painful. How about getting a life. How will I handle myself with stress will I manage. How will I react to a crying baby will I be able to soothe the child. Will I be a good mom. Can I latch the baby. How will my life change. Will I ever be okay I left the child's father and my biggest regret was not waiting for the right man to start a family with and giving this baby the father he or she deserves. I'm so angry in my heart because he should have known better. We both should have. But I'm getting through this you guys just I'm giving birth in a few days I haven't taken a birthing class there were none available! I'm frightened. Can you all post pictures share positive stories I want to post pictures of us both because we have been through so much how do I start off life right what are your ladies tips