Getting anxiety

I am starting to get testing anxiety. I have bought my tests prepared for Sunday and now I feel like I am to afraid to take them. I don't want to get a BFN. I keep telling myself there is no way this is just period symptoms, I've had a period for too many years to just dismiss this off as a period. Ladies do you feel me! This is getting so fustratrating. I've never had back pain when my period was coming, I've never had frequent urinating when my period is coming, I've never had this much cm during my tww when my period was coming and the list goes on! The only thing in the norm for me when my period is on the way is my bitch week, pimples, and some slight cramps, that's it! Pray for me please, I am silently losing my mind.