2ww is gonna be the death of me!!!

I swear I have never been so antsy/excited for Halloween....and either presence of AF or lack there of I am to the point where I don't care one way or the other....let's just get the show on the road either pregnant or trying again!!! I am impaitiently waiting something I ain't good at ...... And got POAS syndrome bad !! I know its to early tho still ;/