Espe's journey to Glow

Espe
Greetings, everyone! I am 31 years old and new to Glow this month. My goal here is to emerge from the sadness and perceived hopelessness that has come after having a miscarriage (my first pregnancy) in April 2014. I was 9 weeks at the time, and never could have prepared myself for the heartache, unfounded guilt, and pressure to try again and succeed. 
We have been TTC for 4 cycles since the miscarriage. As my circle of good friends continues to successfully get and stay pregnant, and my original due date approaches, I find myself feeling more hopeless, getting into trouble with unhelpful Google searches. I am both an evidence-based "western medicine" healthcare professional and proponent of holistic care, so I understand that this has not been helpful. In my struggle, I have started working with an acupuncturist for the first time.
I am here because I want to change and refocus back on supporting others and hoping for the best. I hope to meet and get involved in shared support with like-minded ladies at Glow.