Anyone else getting fed up?

I'm getting fed up of negative pregnancy tests, lack of ovulation, no af. Currently on day 55 of cycle (I have pcos). The disappointment of not getting pregnant is just too much to handle. Every day I'm thinking, maybe today I will get pregnant...and then it never happens. So fed up. I really feel like I should be pregnant. Sometimes I convince myself I am when I'm not. Just going crazy with impatience!