Weirdness--

So I had a hormonal breakdown sobbing session tonight complete with "why are you crying?!" "I have no idea!" That eventually evolved into fears of losing the pregnancy, frustration of the unknown, etc. (haven't told family because they've all decided to go b.s. Crazy and be the most elusive people on the planet while my grandmother proceeds to have a cancer diagnosis in progress.) so tonight I woke up with some pain lower than and to the left of my belly button almost like menstrual cramps. I'm a little wigged because I usually have a sob fest the day before AF but I am 5w2d pregnant. The pain is gone now but is that okay do you think? Pray for me yall, I'm losing my mind tonight! 😖😫