Rape or no? I NEED HELP

I am 16 and one day I decided to ditch school because I didn't study for my test, so I asked this guy to ditch with me and he said yeah. So we ditched first period and went to the place across the street, it was a wash. We went into the tunnels and we were supposed to just smoke, but he started making out with me, then he started fingering me and I said no I don't want to lose my virginity here. And he said we will see about that. So I kept saying no and he was fingering me and then he put it in and I said no again and he kept going and I said maybe I should go back. Then he kept going and he put me on top but I didn't get off and I said I need to go then he said okay after one more position, so he turned me around and we started to do it doggy style and I almost started crying, not because of the pain, but because I didn't want to be there so finally I said stop and I grabbed my clothes started putting then on. Then I smoked and left. I was scared and didn't want to talk to anyone the rest of the day. I don't want to say he raped me because I'm not sure he did ... I need help