I'm weird huh

Ok this is so weird but I get turned on by a controlling man like controlling me sexually or just in general. Is it just me? Like I feel so weird but I just find it so sexy when a guy demands respect from his woman. Like for real when my boyfriend tells me what to do or "gives me orders" I get so turned on. I'm a submissive sexually so maybe that has something to do with why it turns me on so much when he bosses me around. BUT AM I THE ONLY ONE? For example ⬇️⬇️⬇️