Here we go!

Today I had my first fertility apt. I know it was just a consultant but I was sent for blood same day an I have to go back for more next week. Then back for ultrasound am hubby got to go for seman anaylisis. I'm just nervous. We've been trying for 11 months. It would just be a devastating blow to me if we can't or are going to have a hard time conceiving. I'm trying to keep my head up but I seriously almost started crying in the doctor office. What's the whole point of being a female if I can't do the one thing that makes me so excited to be a female. I know it takes time an god will let us know blah blah it still doesn't take the stress away. So like I said deep breath here we go!!