RANT!

I am so mad, upset,sad and crying right now! Yes hormones are hitting me but i think i have a right to be mad. So i used to work full time but early on my pregnancy got a little risky so i couldnt work as much as i did. I started working 16-20 hrs a week. Everyone else i know is always at work and my daughter goes to school all morning,so im stuck at home alone all morning 5 days out of the week. I dont go out at all! I just cook,clean etc. But today my sister wokeup early(super rare) so i took the chance and went and picked her up and chilled with her for about an hr. My husband usually gets off work after 5 and today he got off at 12pm. And i got home at 1230. Well when i got home he had took a shower and was walking out to go to his friends house to drink a beer(he chills with him twice a week) so i told him i wanted to spend time with him and he comes out with "well you were out, go with your sister" and leaves. He just came back and now left and took my daughter with him to go to his mom's! I am so furious! Im alone most of the time and i just want to enjoy 1 day with him since he has the energy today(he usually works 12hr+ shifts) im crying i just think he doesnt understand me!