So defeated right now can't stop crying

So, just got a call from my best friend in the world who wasn't sure if she really wanted to have children soon or ever. Guess what... Yup she is pregnant! So I guess the weekend bends and rangers really paid off. Jk I am so unbelievably happy for her but can't help but feel so sad for myself. My hubby and I have been TTC since June and have had 0 luck. They haven't even been trying and guess what .. Poof. I know I shouldn't compare my situation to anyone else but I am seriously just ready to sit and cry. Infact my husband just got home from worked and I burst into tears. He doesn't understand why I'm upset. And matter of fact I don't want to hear it will come when it's supposed to. And your time will come. Please don't get me wrong. I love my friend an I'm so over the moon happy for her and her husband. But I wish it was me. Anyone else in the same boat? I'm seriously in the dumps bad!