Done TTC!

It's been two years. Two friggin years I have been waiting every month for a positive. I've got it twice just to have it blow up in my face a couple days later. My husband no longer seems to care and it appears no one but me actually cares. I have to go by myself to all my appointments and I'm just fed up. I'm tired of it. Maybe I'm not meant to have kids. I'm sorry I don't want to be a downer I'm just fed up and tired of being let down.