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I'm feeling really sad like I want to cry my husbands friend called to tell him he's having a child he's older then us.I'm upset because it seems like it's happening for everyone but us.I know they say it'll happen when it's my time but when will that be I feel like I've been patient for to long it's even making me despise my husband a little lately we've been have good sex and everything but when I get my period it's like a huge let down. I've been to the doctor for myself to make sure everything was OK and it is. He won't go though. I even get nausea when I here the news that someone else is having a child.I hate this feeling. Does anyone else feel like this? If so drop you're rants I'd love to hear others story's.