Need someone to talk to 😭

So my fiancé is leaving tomorrow to go out of town for his work and he is gonna be gone for a couple days. Meanwhile I'm over here freaking out because I haven't gone but 2 days without him in the past 2 years...THATS A LONG TIME. Well to make matters worse we just moved into our own place and I'm unfamiliar with the area. I've heard some pretty sketchy things about the area im in that I didn't know about before we moved here...now I'm a country girl and I do know how to use a gun...but I'm also TERRIFIED to be alone ...and let's be honest the world is going to crap and it seems like people are getting more crazy each day. I've never stayed alone in a place by myself without someone being here to protect me. I'm a very needy person...if you can't tell! I was wondering if anyone could give me advice. Like what kinda stuff did you do to keep yourself occupied.. Oh and big props to the girls who's S/O stays gone a lot and travels, or is Serving our country. I honestly DONT know how you do it.