Feeling so sad but trying to be positive 😰

I posted a picture on here numerous days ago as I was getting some brown discharge wanting to know if was normal but this evening I am experiencing cramping and bright red bleeding :( i had a miscarriage in November and I was so praying and hoping to God that this baby would stay but it doesn't seem to be :( I am truly blessed that I do have a 21month old ,but I  can't help feeling so so sad :( ..