Positive opk 9dpo. Need advice!

So i got a positive opk on both oct. 22nd and 23rd which r also showing as fertile days according to glow. We bd'd before and during fertile window. Now im 9dpo and took an opk because I heard a positive opk after ovulation can mean pregancy. its very positive but im super nervous to test with an hpt. I really dont want to be disappointed again with a bfn.AF due in 5 days. Has anyone gotten a bfp after a using an opk first to test???????