I can't take these hormones anymore

Only 12 weeks tomorrow and I can't take these emotions usely really good at telling people say and act how ever to me but I can't do it anymore I have cried 3 times today and my husband just makes it worse when he says what the fuck is wrong with you what the fuck r you crying for he is so nice to everyone but I get made cause my sister has been telling me the last 2 days that I would be able to Breastfeed my baby cause I don't know how and how I'm going to be a bad mom and this and that about what I will do wrong and then I said I would watch her kid before she was a bitch for a hour now she's not coming back tell after 10:30pm and my husband thinks I shouldn't be upset that my family treats me like shit and walks all over me and then I have him telling me to just get over it like I want to cry and be upset and mad making wish I married someone that would care a little about how I'm feeling