Quitting sex

So I've come to the conclusion that I want to stop having sex. Atleast for awhile. Me and my boyfriend are extremely sexually active but we don't use protection. I don't have transportation to get birth control and my mom keeps herself in denial that I don't have sex, so she won't invest In putting me on birth control.
 Me and my boyfriend have condoms but when he puts it on he gets soft, and it feels awful inside of me, we always start off with using a condom but after a few minutes, we're in a rush to take it off. I was on the pill but it made me extremely dry and I could never get horny so I'd get so frustrated that I'd cry and we'd end up not even having sex. 
But everytime we have sex I get extremely paranoid until my period comes, and it's too much anxiety for me to handle because I don't want a kid(s) at all. 
Is there any advice on abstinence because I honestly have given up on the safe sex thing until I can get the implant or some other type of birth control. We literally have sex EVERYTIME we see eachother and manage to do it at the oddest times , because we're so sexually attracted to eachother. 
I want to stop having sex all together , so any advice on staying Sex-free while in a relationship that has always involved sex would be great lol 

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