I need some love!๐Ÿ’—

How do I stay strong and motivated when nobody in my family supports me?
I feel like I can't tell them anything because they just knock me down or say it's my fault. I have really low self esteem now and feel like I'm stupid because that's all I seem to get treated like. I just feel worthless. Thank god I have my boyfriends family to always boost me up.