About to lose my SH**!!!

Strictly vent/ranting right now! I have OCD my house is a freaking disaster, diaper pail is full, sink is full, my poor 5 year old and husband have gotten little attention from me except last night snuggles( for my son) for the past few days(my husband works out of town 10 hour shifts), laundry is backed up, I have no desire to cook dinner, I called into work for tomorrow. I'M EXHAUSTED and to top it all of I am battling mastitis for the past 4 days and running a fever!!! Nursing is miserable, pumping is miserable! My daughter learned to gum (bite) me while nursing! I HAVE FLIPPING HAD IT!!!!!!! Sorry. 😢😢😢😢😢😢