Back to ttc after miscarriage

Melissa • Mother of 1 two year old 🌈 and 4 👼🏻 🌈 #2 due 12/23/19
This is cycle 5 post mmc and I've pulled out all the stops: acupuncture, preseed, probiotics, vitamin b complex, mucinex, pomegranate juice, temping, opks,  bding almost every other day... This has got to work, right?
After this month I think I'll take a break if I don't get my bfp... I see everyone around me pg and I'm devastated i don't have my little peanut with me.  I can't keep driving myself insane trying to do everything perfect and still get a bfn
Sorry for the vent - thanks for listening!