Getting off depo

I've been on depo for a year and a half now, and after the first few months of me being on it I haven't had a period since. This may sound a little crazy but I'm starting to miss my freaking period 😭😭 I don't necessarily have cramps, actually I never really had cramps until I got on depo .. Just these strange cramps out of nowhere. I'm going to regret all of this when it finally comes but for now my fingers are crossed that I get by next month. Not feeling this delay 😒