Played....failed for a guy again!

Hey everybody. I've recently went through a heart break. Nothing new for me I always meet a guy fall for their game and end up hurt. I'm so vulnerable so I'm part of the blame. I lack love with family so I completely put my all into these guys and always end up hurt. I suffer from depression. I have a mental illness that make it difficult  for me to have any healthy relationships so that leaves me with just about nobody but my 2 beautiful children. It's hard for me to open up completely on here. This is my first post. I can tell more about my recent heartbreak. I'm going to wait for some reactions to my post! Thanks everyone