Okay soo this what im thinking

In a relationship at a young age it WILL NOT LAST i mean like is it just mean or what ? I really tried hard n hard to keep the boy im with happy 💜 i really did all i get back is 💩 . So im about to really cut up like fr i did fall in love i mean it wasn't live if it end but i mean i really sheed tears for my last boyfriend im not trying to go thru it again WHAT SHOULD I DO ever time i try to tell him how do he feel about me he act like he do got time to tell me n leave me on seen i just wanna know ❗❗❗