Baby shower bust 😢

I threw myself a baby shower and only 3 people other than my mom, sister and husband came. I bought and made lots of food, I was even stressing because I thought we wouldn't have enough. I had lots of handmade decorations and a photo booth set up, we had a pool, drinks, desserts. I'm so hurt and upset. So many people RSVPD and didn't show or even call or text to cancel. This is why I've never had a baby shower or thrown a party because I was scared people wouldn't come. I see all these women on here who's friends and family throw them surprise showers and it makes me kinda jealous because I wish I had people that loved me enough to do that. I am just extremely sad every time I think about it.