Don't think I've ever been more put down in my life
I decided to use this app because I'm at the point where I feel drained and depressed. My boyfriend on and off for 2 years has done some really unforgiving things... He was a drug addict and it broke my heart but for some reason he showed his love and care for me. When he got sober he took advantage of me used me and hurt me to the point where I ended up in the hospital multiple times but I kept taking him back hoping I could find the love he had for me in his heart again... We recently broke up again and we made up and decided to be "close" again, which always leads to getting back together. I used to live at his house, he used to be the only one I needed or wanted around. I saw him again and we were together and we slept together again and he obviously continued talking to me, but now its been 2 days without speaking to him
And it's not like we had a fight. I'm just up all night every night crying wishing I could have his love back, and at this point no one around me knows how to help or what to say, because they seriously just don't understand it. I know it sounds kinda ridiculous but I just feel as if I'm not the girl he would dedicate his songs too, or the girl he would dream about. I don't think I have ever felt this broken in my life.
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