Anxiety Meds while Breastfeedinf

I suffer from depression and anxiety and anticipated it would be worse during the postpartum period. My panic attacks and anxiety are so bad right now. I was wondering if anyone else is taking clonezapam and breastfeeding. I stopped all meds during pregnancy but now my well being is important to care for my child. I've had doctors who won't prescribe it and others who say its safe during breastfeeding. Any moms taking this meds or others while breastfeeding?? No rude comments I care deeply about my child's well being which is why I spend most my pregnancy depressed instead of taking meds. But getting help now is best for us both in the long run.