Why I Think I Lost My Virginity To My Fiancée..

I had sex with quite a few people in my 20 years of existence. Some were boyfriends, some were impulsive and some were down right wrong. I regret a lot of the things I have done, but I also feel like if I hadn't done that stuff, it wouldn't have led me to the man of my dreams. 

They say you "just know" when you meet the right one and I understood that feeling when I met my fiancée. It was a simple little date on the water at a local seafood restaurant. I didn't think anything of it. He was the first guy to not try anything or being up sex. He was sincere and a gentleman. I have never had someone kiss me first but he did. And just like that; I knew he was the one. When we had sex, it wasn't just "sex". There was a connection. Something I have never felt before with anyone else. The way he touched me felt as if I was an antique because he was so gentle. I could feel his eyes pierce my soul and I could just feel myself sinking into him. From that moment on, I knew this is what it's supposed to feel like. This is what people mean when they say it's different with someone you love rather than a one night stand or something like that. Still, to this day, I consider losing my virginity to him. He is the man I will be having sex with or "making love" to for the rest of my life. He is the one who sets fire to my soul. He is the one who not only hits every spot I've never felt before but he is so passionate. He is the one who has taught me how to love and be loved and to this day, I can't imagine my life without him. I hope all of you ladies have this or to the ladies who haven't found the right one or are stuck in a bad relationship; THESE MEN ARE REAL. You will find the right one. It may take years or hey, maybe a last minute date but you will find the man who makes you feel invincible. 

Thank you for reading. I just felt like I had to share this with my Glow sisters. :)